The way you look at me has changed *** There was once love There was once excitement for the potential future was full of enlightenment *** But now they scream all that you have refrained Full of rage and distain They complain about the pain Ashamed and estranged You quickly look away *** You can't … Continue reading The way you look at me has changed
You sip on your bleak cup of disappointment Not a particularly pretty cup or tasty beverage But I'm used to it now It's lukewarm indifference provides an unsettling comfort to my soul *** Is this addiction? Am I self-harming? I feel the pain... but not so deep A sweet sting Like the pricks of the … Continue reading Wake Up…
The atmosphere has changed A little touch of magic in the air The christmas lights the red and white while some prepare the flights for family gatherings and fights **** Its a little stressful I can be quite forgetful So everyones perfect gift might not be successful But the food will be blissful And eaten … Continue reading Christmas is here!
You're not bold or bright With colourful wings whose flutter amazes the sight *** You're not loud or opinionated With confidence that oozes in face of any spite *** You're quiet and meek You stutter and seem weak Making it hard to achieve what you seek *** You sit down perched with your dull colours … Continue reading You’re not bold or bright….
Breath in, breath out Phowww *** Breath in, breath out Phew *** Nothing deserves your sorrow Your anxious nature Filled with tempestuous thoughts Breath in, breath out Phowww *** If today was bad, tomorrow will be better Wake up and be a go getter Let go of the inner fretter and the insidious dreader *** … Continue reading Breath in, breath out
The dusky atmosphere lulls you into submission Swaying back and forth mindlessly As if you were in the desert heat In a barren tiresome place where you can't hear a peep *** But your not there Your here On your desk In your room In a city Bustly and gritty *** And yet you sway … Continue reading Swaying Back and Forth
It started off small A minuscule mistake In the face of a challenge You ran away Afraid of the stakes Heavy to face Yes there was a chance to win But the fear of the fail got you carried away One time, two time And now your constantly afraid The longer you run The harder … Continue reading Scared and Afraid
Sorry for all the heartache I have caused you, I am not oblivious to your pain, My mistakes have hurt you, I am aware, Im not insane, But I feel stuck, caged in a box, I know my arms and legs can walk freely And my mind is working, even if it fails, But I … Continue reading Sorry
Brew a fresh pot of coffee With the top so creamy and frothy Plotting the next steps for a future so bright and glossy Even though the start seemed rocky Hope the future does not hold onto past animosity Let the fruits of our labour come with vast velocity
Your claws dig in me leaving me breathless Suffocated and entrapped with no room to self express *** What was once a soft touch and a warm embrace Became too much And is now hard to face