The way you look at me has changed *** There was once love There was once excitement for the potential future was full of enlightenment *** But now they scream all that you have refrained Full of rage and distain They complain about the pain Ashamed and estranged You quickly look away *** You can't … Continue reading The way you look at me has changed
You sip on your bleak cup of disappointment Not a particularly pretty cup or tasty beverage But I'm used to it now It's lukewarm indifference provides an unsettling comfort to my soul *** Is this addiction? Am I self-harming? I feel the pain... but not so deep A sweet sting Like the pricks of the … Continue reading Wake Up…
The atmosphere has changed A little touch of magic in the air The christmas lights the red and white while some prepare the flights for family gatherings and fights **** Its a little stressful I can be quite forgetful So everyones perfect gift might not be successful But the food will be blissful And eaten … Continue reading Christmas is here!
You're not bold or bright With colourful wings whose flutter amazes the sight *** You're not loud or opinionated With confidence that oozes in face of any spite *** You're quiet and meek You stutter and seem weak Making it hard to achieve what you seek *** You sit down perched with your dull colours … Continue reading You’re not bold or bright….
It started off small A minuscule mistake In the face of a challenge You ran away Afraid of the stakes Heavy to face Yes there was a chance to win But the fear of the fail got you carried away One time, two time And now your constantly afraid The longer you run The harder … Continue reading Scared and Afraid
Sorry for all the heartache I have caused you, I am not oblivious to your pain, My mistakes have hurt you, I am aware, Im not insane, But I feel stuck, caged in a box, I know my arms and legs can walk freely And my mind is working, even if it fails, But I … Continue reading Sorry
Brew a fresh pot of coffee With the top so creamy and frothy Plotting the next steps for a future so bright and glossy Even though the start seemed rocky Hope the future does not hold onto past animosity Let the fruits of our labour come with vast velocity
Your claws dig in me leaving me breathless Suffocated and entrapped with no room to self express *** What was once a soft touch and a warm embrace Became too much And is now hard to face
Cumbersome burden, so heavy for the lifting Dead weight that is forever drifting Where to dispose, Oh where to dispose? Of thou who has long imposed Heavy burden, Oh heavy burden Oh how I want to be free From your heavylifting Incessant slipping Uninteresting and unassisting Herculean challenge to be Heavy burden, Heavy burden Don't … Continue reading Cumbersome Burden
The strongest people are those who smile through the pain. To be thankful even in the darkest situations and see the blessings in situations of the lesser. Then why am I prone to sadness? The negativity that swarms around my soul preventing be from learning from any lesson told. Stagnant and passive Dull and null … Continue reading Laments of a failed persister